I’ve been intending on typing a conclusion to my “Journey to a 6 pack” however I didn't do so. As my consecration was coming to an end I started to do a lot of reflecting. Looking back at where I was in I started the consecration to where I am now. I’ve reread journal entries, skim through books I’ve read and had my last session with my Life Coach. The last 6 months have been so important to me because it was the beginning of a new life. A beginning of my new life with Christ, I’d hit my bottom and I was finally ready to dive in DEEP seeking God with everything I had.
“It’s not about the destination it’s about the journey” which is a quote I had to remind myself throughout. The journey, I can honestly say was better than the destination. I will be honest I did expect more at the end of my consecration. In my subconscious I thought God would reveal to me the man that he had for me. Little did I know the dreams I held on to would be shattered before my very eyes.
I challenge any and everyone to go on a journey of SEEKING God...unlike before and separating yourself from people of the opposite sex. At times it was really difficult and yes there were days I cried and other days I laughed but overall I haven’t experience a joy like this since I was a little girl.
There are so many relationships I have been able to develop and I am so grateful for those who have played a role in my life. I have been able to write a few skits, produced 2 shows audition step into the Houston theatre world, oh yea dance for 2 dance companies.
So, what about now and the shattered dreams you may wonder. Well because of the dreams being shattered I was able to finally write down what I am looking for in a husband. While I am still open to the imagination of God and I’m expecting him to KNOCK my socks off I still need something to measure in the meantime so I won’t find myself repeating history.
I want to thank of all you, those who are currently in my life and those from my past. Both help to mold who I am today and I LOVE who I am today.
“It’s not about the destination it’s about the journey” which is a quote I had to remind myself throughout. The journey, I can honestly say was better than the destination. I will be honest I did expect more at the end of my consecration. In my subconscious I thought God would reveal to me the man that he had for me. Little did I know the dreams I held on to would be shattered before my very eyes.
I challenge any and everyone to go on a journey of SEEKING God...unlike before and separating yourself from people of the opposite sex. At times it was really difficult and yes there were days I cried and other days I laughed but overall I haven’t experience a joy like this since I was a little girl.
There are so many relationships I have been able to develop and I am so grateful for those who have played a role in my life. I have been able to write a few skits, produced 2 shows audition step into the Houston theatre world, oh yea dance for 2 dance companies.
So, what about now and the shattered dreams you may wonder. Well because of the dreams being shattered I was able to finally write down what I am looking for in a husband. While I am still open to the imagination of God and I’m expecting him to KNOCK my socks off I still need something to measure in the meantime so I won’t find myself repeating history.
I want to thank of all you, those who are currently in my life and those from my past. Both help to mold who I am today and I LOVE who I am today.
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